This blog is designed to help others and myself to overcome and recognise the symptoms of abuse. I will be brutally honest and my true self. I will be talking about childhood abuse, neglect, sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse. I will talk about my present struggles in life whilst also diving deep into the causes of my struggles. I might start remembering more and more as I get deeper into finding myself. I hope by being honest and writing my feelings and my darkest secrets, I will be able to heal and finally, after 40 years find ME. I want to become a better person, mum and partner.